This is what I call "Procrastination at its finest." It is currently 12:17pm and I have a midterm at 6:00 that I have not studied for. -_- I find the Spring quarter such a hard time to get motivated. By the time the weather warms up the only place that I want to be is outside... not sitting in a classroom. You would think that this being my second to last quarter in college that I would be more motivated.. but I'm not.
So many things are happening, or could be happening soon, and I find it hard to keep my mind in once place for an extended amount of time. My future is hanging in the next couple of weeks. One phone call will determine: Am I moving? Am I staying? Am I losing my boyfriend for 4 months? Am I looking for a job here? Am I going to England this summer? Am I moving in with my parents again? If I leave, how often will I really get to see my family? Will my niece remember me? Will I make friends easily if I do move?
It all rides on one phone call.
It's really hard to stay focused on school when my whole life is may be about to turn up-side-down.
But hey.. My weekend trip up to San Francisco was awesome! :D
Sometimes having your life turn upside-down can be the absolute best experience for a person. I'm the same way, when the weather starts getting nice, I find it harder and harder to focus on anything academic whatsoever. Not to mention the longer you stay in school, the harder it is to find motivation at all. It just needs to get done!
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p.s. yaaaaaay new interesting blog to read. Woo!
come what may we'll be praying for God's will in this whateverland you are in.
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